Thursday, July 21, 2011

Field Trip to Hospital Bahagia

At last, the long awaited trip to Hospital Bahagia :)

Arrived in uni on time, but the damn bus was late - if i'm not mistaken there was a delay of almost an hour. Not to mention that my phone decided to be rebellious that day, because all of a sudden, the battery drop to half a bar! O,O

And duh! I was upset, and a lil panicky =,= coz well, if i can't contact my mom - i can't imagine what she'll do to me when i'm home =,= So anyway, when the bus came, we wasted no time in getting on - and that dude! omg! i don't know how did he manage to get the job, the first time in my entire 23 years of living, I HAD MOTION SICKNESS. Not from roller coaster rides, or extreme Disneyland rides - but A BUS RIDE! =,= not to mention he pull stunts as though he is some F1 driver - cutting at high speed and ridiculously close distant to the car (e.g.: kancil - i was afraid on the driver's behalf)

You should have been there to experience the "thrill". I was worried if an accident will happen. (if you notice that there are a ton of =,= up til this part of the post)

So now for some pics! :D
This is Charis attempting to read in the bus

Note the word attempting, coz well, most of us knock-ed out after that thanks to the awesome driving skills that serve so well as a "lullaby" I think we were scared til sleep took over or something

and this is obviously my two psycho friends "posing" for picture =,=
and like any other "visits" or "tour" we are always given a briefing of some sort...So here's the beginning of the presentation where the place is being briefed - from history, to the current, and the facilities that are there.
Well, and this is just me and Charis taking a self-pic... this is all thanks to the said bus driver who arrived late and mess up our timing; thus, we had to rush through everything and didn't even get to see half the things that we are suppose to see.
Despite the rush, we still manage a groupic!
and now for some pic spam of the place!
well, this is the security gate to the "forensic ward"; the place where there are legal cases involve. We actually went in to have a look.

This is one of the ward toilets that we seen on the way, sorry for the blur pic coz the bus was moving =,= if you can see, the water tank thingy is actually kept outside.

Here are some of the greenness that you could see on Hospital Bahagia grounds- some of them are thanks to the occupants there :) they are trained and encourage to take part in activities, and the result of these plantation is sold in their pasar tani

Through the visit, I've seen with my own eyes a place that i have been hearing ever since young. True enough, that is has break down our my naive believe about the place before. Through the briefing, we are also told stories of some of the patients (no name disclose Wat-so-ever to protect confidentiality), and it is sad to hear that sometimes - the occupants are rejected not by society, but by their own family members. Well...i guess that's all for now...

*abrupt and awkward end of post*

Saturday, July 16, 2011 last!

After the long wait, finally!

it was all good if it's not for

  • sitting at the front row - checked
  • some effing annoying kid that wouldn't stop talking for the whole 2 hours past + the parents din bother to shut him up (and still thinks that he's some adorable fuck because they were affectionately smiling at him rambling away as though other ppl do not exist) - checked

yeap~ that's all for now....
Abnormal Psych Paper on Monday~
Wish me luck! need tons of those (the good ones ya ^^ )


Thursday, July 14, 2011

Who do you think you are?

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time


It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Lyrics from

Wednesday, July 13, 2011


Yeah, thanks Psych Testing! *heavy sarcasm*
Don't ask, you should be able to guess by now - I don't think my paper went very well.

On a light side, examiner spell "brain" wrongly on the notice board today - the paper that the juniors are taking is
"Brian and Behaviour"

Monday, July 11, 2011

Silky Love~

Yeap, you've guess right! Mom bought this, and gave me a "go" ;-)
silky and soft hair with the use of this babeh only~ *woots*
How not to ♥?

Paper today was utter crap....
Think maybe i should just hope for a pass :(

Til Later~ ♥

Saturday, July 09, 2011


Remember how i have a tendency to binge when i'm stressed or PMS-y? Yeah, I'm stressed. My first paper in on Monday, and guess what? I'm so not ready :(

I'm craving sweet pastry, and takoyaki =,=

Craving # 1

Craving # 2

Gah~ i so want to eat *stomach growling*
Sighs, and then there is Bon Odori coming Saturday, and I want to go! but I have another paper on Monday =,= What am i going to do?!

Till the next post~

Friday, July 08, 2011

Went for a nice steamboat meal today~ just the boyfie and me!
had 1384549588374829754859 scoops of ice cream! *woots*
PMS = binge, STRESS = binge...
yeap~ which explains my recent weight gain...sighs :( gotta be diligent in losing the during the holz :( *sadness* goodbye good food~

and so...after stuffing ourselves crazy, we had to have that dreadful drive back home *O,O* it is dreadful mainly because we were so full to the extent that walking itself seems hard...slight movement to our tummy causes us...i dunno...*shrugs* discomfort?

Yeah, that was how much we stuff ourselves =,=

And so we had to go through multiple bumps in the journey, and the boyfie commented

" there is a tsunami in there, and there are a lot of casualties "

he said that while patting his tummy =,=

and I literally imagined the food that we ate rolling around inside screaming for help =,=

ok, i have to get back to me finals is really a bitch! ish, why do we have to go through this * sadness *

can't wait for freedom to come
*ties ribbon on forehead* GANBATTE!

Till the next post, Jya matta ne~ ♥♥♥

Shall end the post with a nice picture of the clear blue sky...~ Aaaaaa ~

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Long Forgotten Haircut Post

Almost a month back, I had a fresh from the oven haircut - and well, i told my sister about it. She wanted to see it, so i told her that I'll blog about it, and...hehe~ the rest is history (HERstory for my case :p)

Why did i cut my hair? No no no, it's not a fashion thing. It's because i could no longer stand the split ends! usually, the ends will just split into two ite? I had more than that - that one strand will split into two, and from the two, it will split some more! RawR~ Frustrated much :(

So yeah, went to Pyramid after class and chop of the hair! buahahhahaah~

At first i thought i look abit mushroom headed- then i put on the hairband and it seems fine (xcuse my bimbo talking, I'm currently experiencing information overload)

This is how i look BEFORE the haircut. Sorry for the picture quality, couldn't on flash in the dim area, plus the mirror than i used to camwhore is.....D-I-R-T-Y yeap~ this is what i get for trying to camwhore in uni =,=

And this is the after product =D
Farrah and Charis accompanied me to the Salon, and well they told me
"we'll need time to get use to your hairstyle"

Then we walked to Starbucks to show Aliza my new hair, and we found her napping. I proceeded to wake her up, and in her blur state, I turned her head towards me. She peek with one eye and went "WOW"

After 15 minutes of walking, Farrah exclaimed
"i think I'm use to your hairstyle dy - to the extent i don't remember how you looked with your old hairstyle"

talk about memory interference =,=

Ok~ i gotta head back to my books :(
Finals! I hate you~