The one special Kiss

My dear friend in Uni shared a link with me one day; it's a link that she saw on her friend's Facebook wall. The poem is entitled " The Archipelago Of Kisses"

Well, it might not make sense to you at the beginning - but the ending is wonderful. Well, this is a quote of my favorite part in the entire poem

"But one kiss levitates above all the others. The

intersection of function and desire. The I do kiss.

The I'll love you through a brick wall kiss.

Even when I'm dead, I'll swim through the Earth,

like a mermaid of the soil, just to be next to your bones"

~Jeffrey McDaniel

Then again,some people may find the last line disturbing =,=ll oh well, i like the poem though. Was reading it in the foyer of my Uni and i can't help but feel all fuzzy and warm inside when i came to the favorite part of the poem :)

How true it is that the "i do" kiss - the most significant one in our life (or mine, not sure about the perception of the other) Many will think that it is important to choose your partner for their first kiss so that they will not regret it. But, many times people DO regret their first kiss; thinking back about how jerky/ bitchy that ex may be. However, think about it. The "i do" kiss allows you to start a new life; a new family - isn't that wonderful? Ok, now i'm just rambling on and on, and I don't even realize what am I rambling about anymore.

I'm actually at the foyer now, gathering courage to approach potential participants. Ir really hurt my ego and self esteem when someone REFUSE to fill in my surveys.

So yeah...

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Christmas :)

First of all, a Happy Christmas to everyone :)

It might not occur to you, but well, Christmas is one of those festive season that I truly enjoy. Hey, I might not be a Christian, but it is the time of the year that gives you the opportunity to give thanks for all the goodness that has happened in your life; a time that shows your appreciation.

I recall those times when I was younger, and my family use to just gather in my family's house to celebrate Christmas. We had a Christmas tree that we use to decorate year after year, and damn i still have some of those pictures that my cousins, siblings, and I took! Boy was I happy to see those Christmas presents under those tree - the thrill and excitement of waiting for the green light to grab those presents!

But, we no longer do that now - Christmas is no longer celebrated in my house; neither do we exchange gifts. Though, i still remember those years of exchanging presents with my group of friends when I am still earning :) now that I'm studying again, oh well, limited income =,=ll

So, i'll start the tradition of gift exchanging again when I have my own earning power back! :D and also, I would want to have a Christmas tree in my house in the future, just so i could sit by it and recall those wonderful memories :)

This year, I celebrated Christmas with the boyfie! first time in our three years together :D and I loved it! :D and also, on 25th itself, I'm flying over to see my sister and my brother in law! :D and i love the sound of that...hehe "brother in law" :) now whenever i tell my friends stories about my family or my experience- I'm eager to say "my brother in law" instead of "my sister's boyfriend!" hehehe~

Will be back to update about my Singapore Trip! ^.^ with pictures! :D

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The week after~

A week into my holiday, and dayum am I enjoying it. Wish that it will last longer, and results will never be out :p but of course I also hope that they will not hold on to us cause of the results *daydream*

Anyway, I've been catching up on my reading - non academic of course. Will be crazy to dive right back into academic reading immediately after exams; that's a bit freaky. Not to mention, that I have also been catching up with friends~ awesome time chatting, and not worrying about assignments and studying for finals or even rushing off for class *bliss*

I've been so immersed and sucked in to the world that is created in the novel~ sighs..to the point that when i was chatting with a friend, i typed "bitten" instead of "beaten". I really really love the books by Sherrilyn Kenyon and also Kerrelyn Sparks - both wonderful and awesome....*swoon*

I have yet to do one of the many things on my to-do list for the holiday, that is to find a nice cafe with a cup of good coffee and read my book! :D

Will be updating again once I find the energy to transfer pictures from my Camera.
A few more days to Christmas, are you guys anxious to get your presents? *grins* Christmas time has always been one of my many favorites~ how i wish listening to Christmas Carols (mind you, i prefer the older versions as compared to the new ones - never did get the meaning behind them). My favorite Christmas Song would be "The First Noel", but that doesn't mean that I don't like the rest! :D

See you guys soon, and to end the post - here's a picture of a nice nice warm drink~ ♥

the fear in a relationship

A rather old song, which i use to love - and recently taken a liking to again :)

word of warning though: it is an emo song >,<

Hearing Complains about relationship?

*blows and wipe of some dust from the blog* Aaaaa~ yes, i know i know - pls just don't kill me...I'll come "clean up" and make a proper post in due time. Yes, my last paper for this semester will be on Tuesday - so you'll see a proper blog post and well, some explanation for my absence? ~ ♥

anyhow,

here! a video that I would like to share~ cause well, there are some truth in it. Plus, the song at the ending is funneh! it didn't cross my mind that he'll have such a nice voice. The lyrics crack me up though :p Whoopie~ spoiler :p

yeap, and a quick shout out to Charis cause she's sick and a quite far away from me :(

"Get Well Soon!"
*hugs*

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My Happiest Moment

What is My Happiest Moment? More like moments...
took me awhile to figure out what would be my happiest moment? At first I thought, "well, it will not be that hard to actually think of a happy moment in my life, right?" turns out, I was never more wrong.

I was thinking to maybe write about my time when I had my dream occupation come true, partially to be exact - a kindergarten assistant teacher. Then, some other happy moments came to my head from the back of my memory archive. Suddenly, I feel thankful for all these joyful moments that reveal themselves one by one. From having my first overnight trip with my best friends, meeting good friends in University, having spend time with my family, to meeting my boyfriend - all this, to me are my happy memories. But, what is it that I wish to relive most at this point of time?

It is non other to spend one more day together with my sisters :)

(this was us a few years back going on a road trip)

A walk down memory lane reminds me of those times that we use to fight a lot when we were much younger - especially with my big sister. I use to think that she's bossy, and it is unfair that she is good in everything - and obviously everyone seem to favor her more than me. Then comes my younger cousin sister, I use to have arguments with her cause I always have to give in when she wants my toys. I was also always compared to both of them in terms of academic achievement and also, what they call "being a lady".

(the very same road trip - and how happy we use to smile back then)

But even then, those were happy times - happy to the extent that I will not think twice if a genie appears and tell me that he (or she) could send me back. As we grow older, we started drifting apart in terms of distance. My big sister left for studies and well eventually found her love and also a job outside of Malaysia. She comes back once in awhile - and those are really precious time that I enjoy spending with her.

Despite the distance, we still manage to have a meet-up sometimes - although rarely. We use to have road trips just to eat and come back to K.L during the Chinese New Year, then there were occasions when only two of us will get to meet, but never three. Come to think about it, we used to joke around saying we're the Charlie's Angel, the Charmed sisters, or even the Powerpuff girls. How silly and crazy we use to be - how much fun we had.

(another picture of my big sister and my cute lil cousin sister on a road trip)

Not to long, my lil cousin left too, for education - till now, I highly doubt that she will be back for a visit so soon. Our lives move on, and though the technology advancement allows us to keep in touch - but it is not the same. She came back for a holiday last year, and that was the very last time up til now that the three of us had spend time. I miss them so much to the point that going back to when we always fight was fine to me, cause then, there were physically there - always within my reach. Probably, if I get to turn back time- then I would have treasured more of those time and not used it for little arguments and meaningless fights. The last time they came back, we were doing girly things that i enjoyed so much - we had our manicures and pedicures, stayed in a hotel, walking aimlessly in a mall, and even drink til late night

(our mani and padi)

I miss those time that we use to hang out in a mall - stayed in the long queue just to buy doughnuts and stuffed ourselves crazy with junk food, and then complain about being fat.

(the sisters queuing for doughnuts)

I don't really mind the time that they gang up and bully me. Here's proof that they really did! They tried to carry me up and throw me somewhere - seriously!
Well, all I'm saying is that I know I can't turn back time. Therefore, I treasure every moment that I get to spend with them, cause well, I do not want more times of looking back wishing that I did or did not do things or said or not said things. I really love having my camera around - doesn't matter its a high-tech one, or just a simple phone camera. All it matters is I get to capture these happy moments - moments that I froze in time to remind me of their very existence in my life. Moments that I'm happy and thankful for. If I had to relive my life again, there is no doubt that I will stick around the both of you, Dodo and Wen. I love you both to bits~! *group hug!*

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Big Bad Wolf Sale, 2011 (part 2)

Ne~ remember sometime back, I mentioned the Big Bad Wolf Sale? Well, I did end up going again on the last day. This time with my family :) My sister and brother in law went too~ *happy* and guess what? We ended up leaving the hall with 3 plastic bags filled with books. Here's the haul for the day.



Thanks dodo and Thomas gor for the books~ I'm going to have a very happy and fulfilling holiday coming up *teehee* Not to mention, I've already finish reading the manga that I bought from the First Faul

Awesome right? :D Hehe, 90% of my new book shelf is already filled~ looking forward to a new shelf :p and also more books! Disappointingly, they did not carry my favorite author this year :( Oh well, *shrugs* there is always next year~ :D

TTFH
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K-O

I just remembered that I actually wanted to post this up during my holidays (yeah, I actually have holidays - though, I have no recollection of actually resting).
Anyway, I was indulging myself with FB games, and i got hooked on to Tetris...and guess what?!

WOOTS! I'm awesome~ :p



P.s: This is actually a scheduled post, because i have a sucky internet connection

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